trapped

It feels as though I'm trapped

And you have no remorse,

even though I wait for you

You plot a different course.

even though you smile at me

it hurts me all the same,

that we have to sit here

and play this fucking game.

and even if you cut my throat

I'll love you just the same...

Crimson Tears

I cry a sea of crimson tears
letting loose my only fear,
Yeah... I guess it's true
my only fear is losing you.
The crimson tears run down my face
Vanishing, without a trace.
I'm hidden from my own Discrace
Which nothing can ever replace.
I cry myself to sleep again
Once again, my only friend,
Once more, and once again,
I cry my crimson tears...

Forgotten Souls

These forgotten souls in my mind

feeding on misery, locked inside.

Would you remember me?

If I was gone...

Would you keep me in your heart?

Or set me free out into the dark ...

Why can't I forget my past?

these forgotten souls killing,

Killing me at last...

For You

I have found a better place
A place that I'll be layed to waste
I can not live with this discrace
I will DIE for you.
I have found a better way
to waste all my time away
In my heart you will stay
I will WAIT for you.
I love the pain you gave me
liked how you betrayed me
hated how you left me
My heart has died for YOU.

Long For You

I cannot say alot about trust

i can never rise above

I long for you my only love.

I cannot think about our pain,

it is there, an ugly stain,

Our relationship is maimed.

I try my best not to scream

try my best to find a dream,

where we can be alone again

Or maybe we should just be...friends?

All This Time

All this time I could not see

The anger locked inside of me.

All this time I was ignoring

The envy that was clearly showing.

I admit that I was blind

I do not think that I can find,

A place where I can go to hide

A way to leave my pain behind.

I wonder If you'll ever see

The hidden parts inside of me,

I don't think you ever would

I don't think I ever could.

Sea Of Forgotten Dreams

My mind's a sea of forgotten dreams

Yet theres more to me than it may seem,

This feeling makes me want to scream

I let my anger reign supreme.

My heart beats within my chest

I Loved you once, so screw the rest,

My tired heart can never quit

I await the end of it.

My tattered soul begins to leak

Darkness is all around me,

My bleeding heart, It rides the waves

upon the sea of forgotten dreams