My Lonely, Lovely, Heartbreak: Long For You

January 9, 2009

Long For You

I cannot say alot about trust

i can never rise above

I long for you my only love.

I cannot think about our pain,

it is there, an ugly stain,

Our relationship is maimed.

I try my best not to scream

try my best to find a dream,

where we can be alone again

Or maybe we should just be...friends?

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Favorite seether song

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain, away
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
[x2]And I don't feel right when you're gone away
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain[x2]
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

"As I sat here I was trying to think of all the times you hurt me and made me cry. . . Hoping and wishing it would make me like you less. But it didn't. Because all the times I could remember were the ones when you showed me that you cared. . . I didn't want to believe that you ever did...You walk by me everyday and say hello. Everyday you take time out to listen to me. You talk to me, smile at me, laugh with me, and have fun with me. Well, I talk, smile and laugh too, but inside I'm hurting. Deep down it hurts to be with you because I love you and you are only a friend."